I feel love.

I have 15 minutes to write down a night’s worth of feelings. School does that to you. Last night was my school’s Open House, and as much as I dreaded it, I actually was looking forward to it. Don’t even ask. It’s unexplainable.

So a few hours later, after cutting out letters, posting up pictures, and running a damn marathon running errands for all the teachers (I’m glad my head wasn’t ripped off ♥), Open House was set to begin.

Of course, nothing is ever on time. Open House began at 6:30PM, and ended at around 9PM. So we were in the classroom (for Grade 9 Getaway) lounging around. The only socializing I could do? 4 other students, whom I love to the death, and 1 teacher. Oh fuck it. I went over to Ms. Paniccia and just started talking to her.

I can officially say I love her with all my heart. That red haired, French, English, and Drama teacher. Oh yes, screw it if she’s a teacher and you think I’m a kiss ass. She’s just amazing. We’re quite alike, to be honest.

At one point, I was just rambling to her and she responded with: “Oh, Coleen. You’re so beautiful.” My mind was about to explode from confusion. Coleen Guyo? Beautiful? Couldn’t be. “It’s this thing you have,” she continued, “this aura you show. You’re so inspiring.” HAHAHAHAHA. Very funny.

But she wasn’t kidding. And you know how I said the harder it is to describe to someone how you felt at a certain time, the more special it is, and the more it is only meant for you to feel? Yes, I cannot explain it, because I have no words for it. It just makes me happy because what I’ve been aspiring to be in the future is slowly shining through now, and it’s being noticed.

Alright. You don’t really want to know the negative part of that day. As Miss said, “You have to pick and choose your battles; see what’s worth holding onto, and see what’s worth letting go.” I’m late for school now. Bye, lovelies. ♥