I want you to understand.

You see, there’s this thing called human emotion. What it’s capable of is tremendous and frightening at the same time. To know it can soothe and subside the long term suffering of a person is bone chilling. To know it can crush and tear away the safety and dignity of a person is heart breaking.

It’s true when they say things are too good to be true. If something is immensely beautiful and wonderful, it can turn out to be one of the ugliest and horrible things. Just an opinion.

Compassion is one emotion that gets me all confused. It can be used wrongly in order for a favour in return.. or it can be used the right way out of empathy. I say this to my friends, and anyone who I’ve ever come across: I will never do you wrong in any way possible. I will always do my best to be there for you. If that means going to your first dance competition, I’m there. If it means holding you while you cry in my arms, I’m there. If it means missing Meryl Streep, I’m fucking there. That’s so hard to say, but it’s true. I’m not being cocky or full of myself; I just have this compassion, and I’m ready to give it to anyone who needs it.

I’m trying to return all the love that was given to me. That’s all I’ve been trying to do this whole time.